To be or not to be?.........

Religion is an everyday thought of mine...always has been actually. I've always considered myself to be a very spiritual person, constantly giving my thoughts to a higher entity. I have high hopes and convictions that this life is more than an everyday existence and that it has a purpose beyond what we can imagine.......yet even tho i believe all of this, i am always letting the actions of others control what stance i take and influence my declarations on what religion i have chosen or will choose. I pray i can see religion for what it is and the good that God has declared each person to do, and not by who chooses to do good or bad in its name........God knows my heart and will guide me in the right way as i feel He has always done!(: